ENDINGS are always difficult, especially when you have been doing the same thing for 30 years.
In 1982 after a serious illness, I went on a Spiritual quest to find life's meaning and my path and purpose. I have accomplished that task.
I first discovered the Sacred Circle while in Concordia University in 1990. I did a multi-media project that turned out to be a Sacred Circle and that was before I knew anything about them. It changed my life, it put me on my Path, it sent me in search of more magical and profound experiences.
I had so many wonderful, incredible stories to share that I could write a book and I am. I hope to get it done before I am too old to write....
I have led Sacred Circles all across Canada and parts of the United States. I gave lectures, did workshops and helped many find their path and purpose, to find themselves through an Indigenous perspective.
I was a Fancy dancer, a teacher, a student, a servant to the Wheel - a Wheelkeeper. I honored the Wheel and the path of the Ancestors that came before. I cherished the journey and I still do.
But now my journey is about taking care of my needs and preparing for my Journey to the Stars, not anytime soon, but the stages of preparation can take decades. I do not regret anything, I am happy where I am at. I feel so grateful to be who I am, on my path and to have met so many incredible People, Spirits, my Teachers and Shamanic community.
But the Wheel that I knew and loved - no longer exists. It is changing so drastically that I don't recognize it anymore. The New Wheel that is forming is meant for the new Era, the 6th world, which is not my world. I would not know about any of this without my Teacher Lisa and her Partner Gerard being fully connected with the Dreaming.
Now I must let go of all that I know, allow myself to change, grow, heal and find balance and meaning in spite of all the changes or because of it. Nothing is familiar anymore. II must allow the Dreaming to take me through unknown territory and trust that I am where I am meant to be in order to find my way HOME.
And I pray and trust that you are where you are meant to be.
I will continue to write blogs now and again, but will mostly focus on my book and dealing with all the changes in my life.
Keep seeking, keep learning and growing, keep dreaming!